Week 14 Day 7: After the Anger

So…

I just went on a long walk with my wife and we had a chance to talk about things.

Really we did have a good weekend but the frustration I had with cheating made my weekend not so go. I think my general negative experience I’m having with my life right now is making it hard for me to enjoy things that are good.

We did go Geocaching (Connect with me! Username: IanHopfe) this weekend! We didn’t find the cache closest to our house but I had fun and I think my wife would have had more fun if we remembered the bug spray!

Now, I have to fill out my stupid Food Journal…really what the hell is with this food journaling BS? I don’t understand how writing down what I had to eat will help my already anguished mental state about cheating.

Sorry there is still some frustration coming through.

Things should get better now that I had a great talk and walk with my wife!

-Ian

Week 14 Day 7: Heritage Weekend

We had a good long weekend exercise wise but again our eating has gotten the best of us.

Heritage Festival in Edmonton this weekend was great! We tried some food we normally can't get but we also ate ice cream. We walked all day around the festival so we figured an ice cream cone was fine.

Almost got heat stroke on the way home I think because I started to feel really sick to my stomach about a block before getting home. I had to sit in the dark with a fan blowing on me for a half hour before I could get myself to take a cold shower. Felt real good after that thanks to my wife convincing me to take one!

We ended up cheating for the rest of the day and that's not good. We did start the next day off well but we cheated again Sunday night. Today so far we have been good but the temptations are still there. It feels unfair that I have to have to watch what I eat when the rest of the world can eat what ever the HELL THEY WANT!!!

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Needless to say...I'm frustrated!

-Ian